Wherein the ‘author’ of this blog rambles aimlessly, whining about her life…

May 25th, 2010 by Brianna

…while listening to Pat Benatar. ‘Hell Is For Children’ make me cry every time, dammit…

So I disappeared again, real life exploded on me, blah, blah, blah. I could go on and on about why, or why not, but not only does nobody care, it wouldn’t even really be true. The truth is, I got a bit fed up with the Internet, blogging, everything computer-related (rather ironic for someone whose future career relies almost entirely on computers…). I burnt out without the excuse of having burning sufficiently beforehand.

About three months ago, I even made a blogging schedule – one day I was going to write about technology, one day politics, one day crosspost from Fourth Wave. It lasted for one day. Lovely. General weirdness/fights across teh interwebs only made things worse, first with a bunch of feminist blogs shutting down or going on hiatus (I know, I know…), and secondly the weirdness surrounding the lesbianish web-sphere (someday I’ll put all my feelings on Afterellen vs. Shewired vs. Autostraddle vs. the world down, but not now…)

I still haven’t completely gotten over it all, either, but I also miss writing rather badly. So here I am.
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Of Super Bowl Ads and Women

February 1st, 2010 by Brianna

Ever since Focus on the Family announced their pro-life Super Bowl ad, there’s been arguments and discussions all over. Should it be allowed by the network? Are feminists taking the wrong approach to criticizing it? (thanks, Sarah Palin!) And so on. One of the more interesting pieces was in the Washington Post – it basically suggests that feminists be, well, warmer and fuzzier and more appealing.

Echildne wrote a good (if very angry) bit about treating the pro-choice movement as if it was some sort of for-profit corporation, and loosing sight of well, a woman’s right to choose.

I’m going to suggest a slightly different take; the problem is all in the framing.

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On listening to MLK

January 18th, 2010 by Brianna

I refuse to accept the view that mankind is so tragically bound to the starless midnight of racism and war that the bright daybreak of peace and brotherhood can never become a reality… I believe that unarmed truth and unconditional love will have the final word.
– Martin Luther King, Jr.

I sat down and listened to the “I have a dream” speech today – and realized that I had never actually heard it before! Sure, I’ve read the speech, and others of his perhaps a dozen times, but I never actually listened to it, all the way through, as spoken by the man himself.

It was surprisingly enlightening.

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Thinking About Internet Media Again…

February 18th, 2009 by Brianna

I find the subject quite fascinating! First, a little story you already know:

Once there were ordinary websites (okay, there were other things first, but that’s beside the point). After a while, the media people caught on, and made sites about their products. But by this time, media pioneers and bored teenagers had started blogging. Blogging was different for a while, but soon many of biggest blogs were written by corporations. So the bored teenagers et al moved to myspace and facebook, but the media companies followed them there, too. Around this time (roughly), online video caught on, and the line between producer and consumer began to blur.

Anyway, myspace wasn’t so cool anymore, or at least was too much trouble. So the bored teenagers moved to text messages and twitter. And now, twitter is being adopted by online and offline mediaish personalities. And the president. Not to mention every celebrity ever. Since I thoroughly hate twitter, this makes me sad… but I guess I’ll have to get used to it.

The latest twist: Anyone but Me, the best web series yet is twittering live from the set. And I’ll bet others are doing it too. Which is… cool, I guess, but I can’t help but feel we’re a long, long way from those ‘making of’ segments on the tail end of VHS movies. Or even from, say, Lord of the Rings special features. Where will it end? How close will the media get to the consumer?

I can see it now:

autowin: @MamaC: thefarmmakeup just said Betty showed up on set. Make them leave!

MamaC: what does everyone else think?

The Entire World: DO IT!!!

Okay, maybe that would be rather awesome…

Gunfights and Stickfights

November 18th, 2008 by Brianna

I’ve been watching a lot of old Charmed episodes lately. It’s not Buffy, it’s not Xena, it’s not even the L Word – but I like it. It has (usually) strong female characters, decent writing, and fair production values. But something about Charmed always bothered me, and it’s not that they had a penchant for making the occasional ‘Very Special Episode’ – (or that they killed Prue, though I wish they hadn’t!)

I think I’m bothered by the mechanics behind the magic.

Let me explain: I’m not usually given to fanboy tendencies (You know the type. “Spiderman is way cooler than the Incredible hulk, and here’s why!”, or “The Enterprise could totally beat the Battlestar Galactica,” or “Here are all of the different types of Pokeman, organized by color, personality and intelligence.”) I do care about realism, though. Not of the ‘that couldn’t really happen’ type, but of the ’suspension of disbelief’ type. So despite all of Xena’s crazy physics, random messing with the show’s mythology, and out-of-character comedy moments, it still suspends disbelief, because at the end of the day, Xena and Gabrielle are still soulmates – and that makes sense.

The plots of Charmed revolve around various magical events. Those events usually involve some random new demon with some random new ‘power’ who is stopped by the sisters’ reciting a silly rhyme! The extant of the sister’s power are never really explained. The way by which the spells work are confusing, and seemingly made up for each given plot. What saves the show is that whatever demonic threat they face,it makes sense to them, and helps them grow as people/overcome some personal problem/generally serve some emotional point. So, you just have to go along with the cheesy magic, and enjoy the characters! Or so I thought…

I noticed something, oddly enough, while watching Bound the other day. Several people get shot in Bound – but curiously, the victor in the fight is not the strongest, the smartest, or even the best prepared. When Caesar kills the mafia bosses, he wins, simply because he got his gun out first. It was three against one (I think), and he was rather whimpy – but he shot the others without much difficulty because he made the first move. This, of course, is a feature of most movies that contain violence, but which are not action movies., In an action piece, it takes forever to kill someone – giving lots of time for explosions, taunting, and cool poses. Buffy, for example, alternates punches with quips, faces reoccurring trouble without any sense of closure, and generally seems to be in one continual fight. Xena comes back from the dead whenever she pleases. Even your random cop show has extended gun fights for coolness’ sake. But that’s not how real violence usually works. It only takes one moderate wound to incapacitate a person for days. Most serious fights – gun fights in particular – are over before they begin. And the person who was goes first usually wins.

It’s gunfights vs. stickfights. In an action piece, the character’s might as well be fighting with sticks, for all the damage they do – but we like it, because it looks cool and doesn’t remind us of real violence.

Real violence isn’t pretty, it’s sudden and horrible.

And that was my problem with Charmed. I expected another Buffy-type show. It’s magical, it’s semi action oriented, and the character’s generally kill (demons, of course!) without compunction.

But Charmed is really more realistic than I thought. Sure, the rhymes are still cheesy, but the suddenness, the thin line between being killing and being killed, the fear of the moment that the sisters exhibit, is perhaps more realistic that the vast majority of shows. The real fight of the show, is to be ready for the actual fight.

Either that, or they cut fights short because their effects budget really sucked…

Webcomics: Misfile

October 23rd, 2008 by Brianna

I hadn’t planned on writing about this comic, but then this post came up on AE, so I decided to write about Misfile instead.

Misfile is a pretty good example of the weirdness that you can get in a webcomic. The basic idea of Misfile is this: There’s a pot smoking angel. He gets high, screws up some heavenly files, and gets kicked out of heaven before he can rectify the situation. As a result, a boy get turned into a girl, and a girl loses the last year. Silliness ensues. When I first found the comic, I thought it would be pretty stupid – and there are lots of pointless jokes about feminine hygiene products, not to mention the rather regular ‘Oops, I forget I had boobs!’ jokes.

But ignoring the juvenile humor, the comic actually works rather well. Somehow, the author has managed to present the weirdness of the situation in a way that’s believably humorous without making it completely unbelievable. I suspect that the author’s wife/gf (I can’t remember which, she handles the business end of the site) acts as ‘girl talk editor’, and when the strip is not so good, it’s because she missed something.

It’s not perfect. The girl who lost the year sometimes acts out of character, and the stories are often rather boring, especially the ones involving the pot-smoking angel. Also, the angel has a brother who is very, very annoying, and not funny at all. The strip is certainly not one of those ‘must read’ sorts – the characters are not particularly easy to relate to, so the strip fails to really hold my attention. Still, the odd plot ideas and the well-thought out semi-lesbian relationship that has been developing make it fairly unique.

In reference to the AE post, this is a pretty good example of a male writer writing queerish characters and doing an okay, but not perfect, job.

Oh, and I actually enjoy the car race scenes – and I really, really hate cars. That’s got to be worth something!

Whedon and Feminism

September 18th, 2008 by Brianna

I’ve been thinking about making a “Buffy Episode Guide” type of section – sort of like the Xena guide at Whoosh! – with commentary and other information. So, to perhaps start things moving that way, here’s a little something about feminism in the buffy/firefly-verse.

With inspiration from The Hathor Legacy.

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